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Saturday, March 08, 2008

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they say wishing for you is like wishing for snow in southern California
i'll talk about singing, fine, hahhaha.. singing was good today, somehow. it's such a sine curve; does that sound familiar? seems to remind me of someone, hm. well, it's the cycle between facing the questions inside and trying to accept things. somehow, every time, it seems like so long ago, but when it was here it seemed like it would last forever. dayam.

when the time comes around, the sunflowers in the corner
of the junction
down the path out of my house into
the world,
(which i only ever see darkened, covered in morning dew)
(instead of bathed in morning light, as is their birthright)
turn their heads and
plant their rich, ripe countenances on the concrete paving in homage to man's tragedy of life. they
shed their earthy vestiges that brighten our days with such
colorful flavor, how can i make it up to ya?
tell me, what a
humble mockery you've made of me. in the rainy pre-dawn i can only think of the same things. can't i ever think of anything but the old and new things.
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6march

wondering about things that shouldn't even be relevant to me right now! that aren't, that aren't, haha. yeah, i despise my descriptions of today, though i'm not trying to say it was stellar, i just don't describe well enough. it was like beginning to wish again. there. huilin was back today! hey, we aren't alone huh. nope.

i've got so much inside me right now, i think. i remember, i do remember every one of the things that matter to me, though sometimes it seems that i'm occupied with something else with which i'm acting like it means only everything.

•hate it a strong world, but i really really really don't like all affairs exclusive, most intensely. especially if i'm conscious of them.
•nine days! !! !!!!!!!!
•i wikied Monterey. who knew it was such a homey place throughout. i only recall snippets, haha. i remember about the wharf though! and the marine center.. and of course the navy preschool, but that and everything else isn't documented there, of course.
•i feel incredibly untalented and stupid.
•joseph ooi! where did you buy your mike!

i think i have a slow reaction time to music or something; or perhaps it's just that i've learnt not to really really trust my snap judgement, because i love things like that too easily. but well, certain song is stuck in my head now, and phone's looping to sate the desire.

i can read things, and then i can read into things. i swear i won't get my hopes up, but hey
you don't get anything if you don't expect anything, right?

we'll get along.
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