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Thursday, March 06, 2008
and it's worth it just to hear you say •
not been so good, somehow. haven't been able to enjoy singing lately as much as i ought to, sigh. i must be doing all the wrong stuff already. a number of things rationally received but to be psychologically accepted. i ask myself if i'm going too far, but then thoughts get messy with all the possible subconscious implications so i stop myself short. do i read too much into this?
the more i learn about the fine arts the more intrigued i am with them, hahha. though fine arts isn't such an apt label anymore, it'd seem to me, but well. every person has their own artistic character. i only wish i'd explored it more in depth instead of, absconding to my lack of natural talent, lol. not like i've got any in any other field anyhow.
on happier notes, math has been kinder to me lately, though i still got crappy grades on the latest test -.- he deducted so many marks due to calculation errors and error carried forward! is it any wonder i failed!!?! but oh well, CTs CTs.. going to sing some then study with the guys today. sigh, it's another of those odd feeling things.
oh, self-indulgence is just fine for me, cause otherwise, i get too absorbed with others. then it's what the hell and all downhill from there. distractions from you must be good.
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