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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
whistle while you work •
gosh, it's tuesday already.
the days at this time of the year agree with me almost perfectly, meteorologically speaking. the sun rises late in the mornings, making them all the more warm, quiet and private, like something carried over from the past evening till falling asleep. and the moon's glowing like that three am in the morning shine, by seven, when the sun has only dimmed the sky only ever so little.. and on the bus back, the clouds seem very three-dimensional indeed. poking into our world like a pop-up book from Treasure Planet, how surreal. mm.
i was going to say, short hair rocks x) but yeah, it's just me, after i've cut my hair. most probably some subconscious Ah Q jing1shen3 at work. and yeah, i refrain from any further comment on this issue, hahhaha.
other than that, these few days have sucked. honest-to-truth chest pains now, i totally know what's wrong. argh.. i really really really really really really really don't want to go in.. damn apprentice doctors and having to help them with bedside surgery, waiting forever and half a day for the real docs to come in to finally operate. freaking boredom and irritation and thinking about things. i hate thinking about things under these conditions! but there wouldn't be much else to do. i think i should know. cogito ergo doleo, mm? i think therefore i am depressed, hahhahaha.
and i haven't even started studying, like studying studying, stuff other than tutorials and compulsory stuff, this year. what the hell.
and the evenings could suck if i only let them, but of course i don't. not now, not any more.
and i hate studying alone.
suck.
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