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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
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i'm all out of metaphors. i would say this is very trying, but at the same time i don't quite know what is, so i'd just say, living like this. the grouses of contemporary living are so old they don't even count as cliché anymore, when you experience something and feel a certain way that makes you understand what reality show characters are yammering on and on about. no, it didn't really take the box for students in America and Singapore to realize, it was more like drawing the line after absorbing the media.
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i feel like history really doesn't exist, at this point in time. isn't that interesting. how much of a lie was it? i can't remember, but i really can't believe this shit. shit. what the hell. is this how it ends? read: have problems leaving bad relationships.
i'm ready for nothing now; HIT ME, China. there's just no balance, good things is empty and bad things tips down. unresolved issues are just negative karma, i'm fluttering like a rock in a hurricane, i've said it before and i'll say it again, if there ever was a time i needed.. shit, shut up and get a grip, b******.
this stinks. i wanted to talk about things important to me before i fly off with a 2% chance of lung 'splody and never coming back again, about three people and then some. but i'm just in a spin now, ok. we could look at is as, i've got no initiative, or we could say, i'm fraid 'o the consequences, and it sometimes doesn't seem worth the risk. but the more these things pile up, when i finally snap i'm just going to keep going until something clicks, i think.
goodnight, i'm going home. this world is not my home, i'm just a passing through..
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