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Friday, November 02, 2007
we're one big bundle of warmth •
 pw is OVER! presentation was freaking awesome, woo! now that it's actually gone for good, realize that it's a little sad in a way, no more ahem productive sessions together, haha.. but has been absolutely awesome working with you guys, great job woohoo! can you tell i love my group, hahhaha.
yeah now it's back to the real world, study study mug mug(yeah right) haha but seriously got loads to catch up with. people and stuff and work alike.
singing is be the demoralizing.. is the sort of thing i really wish i had someone to just talk to about, hahaha, but oh well things is things, we live as we are. not gonna jabber here. but grah.
took the time to raid a few libraries, bishan, jurong, bpp, cck of their architecture stuff, and the more i read and see, the more i realize how pathetic all the stuff i've done up till now really is.. lol there are like a million and one things i'd never stopped to consider in any one project. sigh. now what. read read read. educate self.
also, sianying taints my dream profession with her tiny rampaging urban ninjas. meh. back off! hahaha.. darn really got a lot of reading to do. i'm really super noob at all this stuff. architecture, philo.. need to stop randomly doing stuff and self-educate systematically. art too.. for school. and bleargh of course there's math. dammit, i know i can come to terms with this dumb subject. just gotta find and flick the switch..
time really flying by, walking down the same streets in this uniform for who knows how long more, i realize that even whilst doing all these other stuff i'm just not able to find that peace.. sigh. it really bothers me so much more than i'm able to talk about with the people about me right now. i need to be able to sing again. this totally stinks. zz.
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