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Monday, October 22, 2007
passionfruit icecream •
The 59th Street Bridge Song (Feelin' Groovy) is stuck in my head, seriously. not the whole song, the base tune that loops.. it's super catchy, there must be only half a million ways to improvise to it, hahha.
beach was good on saturday, my forehand is improving(i think) so woohoo. a lot of things i could say, but i think i won't.. there's really nothing to talk about. not even as friends, haha. quite sad. it's a character flaw, but i'm bored. boring boring boring. boring girls and boys, boring beach boring city. ok, not so, is actually nice to lie there, but then joseph and royce start doing weird stuff to geoffrey, and there are people all around with dogs and little kids, and i'm just floating like, away with the frisbee.. what am i doing here. i need to study, i need to write, and sing and learn. i need more fun and more talking..
i have issues too. screw it,but i just have problems telling people that i can't do stuff. i promise people things when the stupidly optimistic side of me thinks i can pull it off, and then when i can't make it i don't know how to tell, and that just makes it so much worse,i know i know. gah. how? counselling.
but yeah, i'm just about done dreaming about every single thing under the sun i want to do, now i want to go do them. then blah constraints friends school time work money too stupid to learn. sigh.. basically i just wish for people with passion for life. or person. i know noone can keep lively run around up, i know i can't, lol but that's not what i mean. there's just that perfect living as students as islanders as asians as young people and Christians! things that we should be doing, life that we should be living, it's all there within reach, but but then it's all mehblehblahmmblphht.
yes fine it is PARTIALLY because tomorrow be results day, and i know that i'm really not meant to be here, academic-wise. nobody can say that i'm actually smart and it's just that i'm not hardworking anymore. just take it as it is, i'm no good at the sort of thing we have here. so the RP gave a horrible burden now, but in the long run if God wills it could be such a blessing. the label of raffles. ah well. the world.
i want to SIT down and talk about anything and everything under the sun. be it all afternoon with coffee somewhere busy in the city with people shooming by or after a long day under the sun at a nice quiet place airconditioned and icecream and cocoa and soft sofas and dim lights by the water or drinks and jazz by the fake river. i just want to do stuff with people, that matters.
.. i talk too much.
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