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Thursday, February 08, 2007
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the humblest of cameras capture the most special moments.
looking into the future, i regret that things were always presented to me, us so simply.. that there was a route marked out to walk. there isn't really.. just the one that's so limited. and even then there are questions. maybe it's just because of my position.. so is it a priviledge..? i suppose so. well, it won't be so for future generations as far as i can help it, ha.
there are a lot of questions raised about conformism, and the like.. i guess the long and short of it is that we cannot avoid being influenced, for even if you avoid, you avoid because you want not to conform, or you want to. true ignorance becomes difficult; furthermore, we aren't blind people, in that sense. haiz. there's no question that most people need approval. to care also means, to care what they think. people always say that you love not because you want to be loved in return, but when you do love, isn't it true that you do want to be loved back? we need, however much or little. fresh starts are beginning to look impossible.. there isn't really much of a point in the end, because you keep certain beliefs, certain values, and it always carries over. people respect or they don't. but the question to ask, very often, would be.. why do you want people to see you the way you're behaving..? are you even aware what people may think. put bluntly - immature, so many of you. why? why pretend to be so? yeah, i do have a plan for my life, and like so many other plans of mine, it's such a weird combination of idealism combined with practicality in the weirdest places. but why tell? it's a rushed conclusion for tonight, but really. please don't ask unless you really want to know, don't say unless you really mean it, because if one even believes what one hears at first, one would only lose more faith.
be life a book, or a movie, or a song, or a walk, one only hopes to get the most of it.. and it can only be done if those whom one cares about get as much.
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