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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
your increasingly long embraces •
everyone gets free pepsi at pizza hut after a long day of studying thanks to me ! xD
i'm pretty sure it's about 100 days to A's, though i probably won't take the time to count, and well i guess i'm feeling fine about it, as of now. stuff is slowly filtering out of the recesses of my mind after we got back from our competition tour in poland and etc, but there's sooo much to do, i have to say along with everyone else ugh i hate school. i guess the heavy panicking will start when i begin stepping out of exam halls.
i'm running out of things to say, the phrases that pop into my head don't stick anymore. i'm ok now, and well don't know how to feel about it ahha. maybe through time my mind twists it and it becomes a beautiful picture too, a good memory. but well, given, it's definitely not hard to do, and maybe she did it right in going like she did. ah shucks.
mugging in school every day is going, but slowly, i do fear this CT a lot. but i fear other things more, i'm hiding behind the CTs for this week and the next: art class. KI independent study. (college apps); but it won't last forever.. sigh i need to change things.
a lot of people i know have changed a lot over the past two years, and outside that world i think i've changed too. for better or for worse, i'm still hanging on to my end of the rope, will be for a really long time, bet on it. when you tug, i'll start figuring where to get the strength to reel you back in to me.
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