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Thursday, August 30, 2007
sunflower seeds and squash •
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i hate this. i need to be more sure of what the real problem is before anything, or it's all just screwed up. either way, i need to do whatever i'm going to fast. i can't stand it, boundless frustration and anger with no outlet. the things that cross my mind to do. don't want to.
there's just a limit, you know. and really, the first thing that comes to my mind is, i'm tired of people just saying, and talking. empty words, all. only from my sisters can i feel genuine concern.. what's the point of our time together if this is all we do. i'd rather we'd never met. too many times archetypes, ideals in different areas are shattered in a life, blocked from fulfilment, it just breaks the spirit. so what can i find, really. you taint living.
i'm not sleeping anymore, but somehow i'm still somewhat awake in the day. don't know what keeps me going then, but i do know what keeps me up now,
somewhat.
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