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Sunday, February 18, 2007
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a lot that was meant to be said gone. curse or bless technology; what's the difference? if everything had always been the same. friendship and acquaintanceship too similiar, blessings and troubled times looked upon in conflicting ways, everything contrary yet the same. not knowing what the alternatives are, there are no alternatives.. things just are. how to explain..
but there's no time, so:-
even after all this time,
one still does miss;
regret about opportunities in the past missed because of stupidity
not excusable for youth, but irreversible all the same;
helplessness in so many things. and now more:
you two whom i cannot help;
and then you three who have disappeared;
then those whom i have never known in the least.
tired.
if things hadn't turned out this way, maybe i could have lived happily in that condition with you until whenever. after all, if one doesn't know, one cannot regret nor desire. ignorance is bliss, whether or not we would want to be ignorant had we the choice.
ahh. tired.
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