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Monday, July 03, 2006
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somehow in this life we've made, we're always trying to do so many things. we say, i gotta make the most of this life, i have to do this thing and that thing before i die. it just made me stop and think, we can't even come to understand what's going to happen after this life, so shouldn't we be trying to secure the things we do know of the life that will last for eternity?
kids don't think about life before their born. but after we are, wouldn't it be good to consider what to make of it, as soon as we can? but.. at the same time, we don't know what it really is like out there in the big, big world, and it could change anytime. in fact, almost definitely it would.. so nobody knows what it would be like. not now, not ever, until the time is come.
so what can we do? if we could only trust in our memory.. but i really can't. i can't trust anything that is now. the only thing i can trust, at least to some extent, is the presence of certain people, and the hope that i can bring my loved ones.
bah. today, youth day, nothing. sch as per normal, plus choir until 8pm. always come away starving from choir. i have to commit. gotta promise myself, i won't join chorale, or i will. as tiring as it is, i love to sing like this. i see how artistes do it for a living, and i could cry. in the end, the satisfaction is indescribable. it's in the music itself, in making it.
but all people aren't made equal, physically, as much as certain people like to advocate. we only deserve to be of equal social status, but we're all different, in talents. certain people have many talents, certain people have fewer, certain people have greater, and other have lesser. it's not something we can rightfully complain about, is it. we're just the creation.
pastor's message yesterday made me remember a few things again. a certain line of thought i had, and kept me down for a while. i think i tried to say it before.. maybe sometime i will, on the yinc side or something.
for some reason, just got this really sad feeling, like before. having to lose someone or something you love. i just feel that this music i've build for the last four years will go from me. that great feeling, of having the vocal chords all warmed up and giving me that voice.. and building on it, doing it with other people who feel that way too.
getting hopeful about EOY trip.. 250 bucks in edusave. i thik i can use that. so that'll be 750. should i spend that money.. the final run? i'm suddenly tempted to go quietly.. i don't know.
haha.. nowadays write less of my nonsense and kope more song lyrics and just copy paste.. hmm.. should i change back? haha.. never did like ppl who would copy and past the whole english song down there on the blog.. but somehow certain songs are able to show certain feelings. or maybe it's just me..
maybe i'll stop being lazy again. after this year.. this stretch of the journey will be over quickly.. only getting more tired.
冰块 还没融化 你在看表 我 笑的尴尬
你说 最近很忙 改天聊吧
那天 我在楼下 想了很久 想 你说的话
你说 爱情很窄 世界很大 (而我们应该长大)
就这样吧 就这样吧
我想我 听懂你 话中的话
*而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑 紧紧咬牙 给你祝福 你 自由飞吧
你说 温室没有 灿烂的花 (你总是很有想法)
就这样吧 就这样吧我同意 可是我 泪如雨下*
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