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Thursday, June 29, 2006
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many many things i want to talk about, things i've learnt over the past few weeks, and more recently.. haha.. but somehow, i can't get it out properly in words.. hmm.. well.. one thing would probably be, we all gotta gain some humility, when it comes to everyday things.. haha.. especially me..
it's just this RI thing that i really don't like, u know.. and i'm sure anyone who's been through it would understand. when we do something right, people just say, aiyah, Ri what, of course. better still, it's usually not enough. and when we get it wrong, it's double the whamming. i must have said this before, because i got this faint memory.. lol..
but i dunno. ourselves, we're really proud of what we think we can do. we know we've been places, and we've com prizes, we know how good we are. so, when it comes right down to it, we end up judging others, and deciding for them how good they should be, based on how good we think they could. and we forget that there are plenty people pro-er than us, and that everyone has their own area of expertise, even within a certain field of ability itself. and we forget that we don't always get the whole picture.
just saying it like that, it could be difficult to see what i'm trying to say.. but it's really a long list of stories to tell. my point is, as humans, it's just so easy to forget. we need something, so that we can say, hey, i'm good at this. i'm not useless.
well, there are a lot of things i could bring up that would be pretty dry to some people, haha.. i dunno. whilst i feel that things are telling me to humble myself even more, people are saying i gotta be more assertive of my position. are these two separate issues? can u believe jorel didn't even know i'm an SL, after 3 years? for 3 years! yeesh.
but moral conflict aside, looking back i feel i kinda wasted the june holidays too.. haha.. of course there were really meaningful things that i really enjoyed, like youth camp, and various meetings, then there were things pretty unavoidable, like choir.. but there are things i planned to do but never got around either.. hmm.. i guess it'll be a repetitive occurence.. i really need to learn how to do stuff.
also, realized i can't take H1 jap in RJ, so that's scrapped, probably for the better.. committing to school stuff is always so inflexible. all the people expect u to push everything else aside for whatever they want u to do. so we're like, caught in the middle. no matter what we do, we'll never "have our priorities right".
mafti day tmr, but i guess it'll be just sch u. i need stuff other than jeans. not boardshorts or bermudas either. youth day is postponed by a week, thanks to the stupid prefects, so that ppl could watch the world cup finals on monday next next week. yeah, so homework deadlines brought forward, projects due earlier etc. blah.
looking forward to differentiated modules, end of the term. hope i'll get a good time table.. gonna do physics and philo mostly, and some math stuff.. we all know i need it =/ and maybe some geog stuff, something i saw looked cool. the tamil courses didn't state a prerequisite =D should i? haAhaha..
making plans for eoy, trying to plan more realistically.. then maybe for once i'll carry all of them out. for now, looking for a real drafting/drawing teacher, kayaking with amos, and church peeps maybe? gonna have to spend more time on the guitar, and outside, and if i'm lucky i'll get myself to pick up some conversational jap.. haha..
yeah.. i will not screw up my last two years, or my learning after that. because i know so. failure is not an option =]
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