danne
grace
valerie
drop the fork!
jiamin
fiona
yinC
becky
ruth
yingyi
xinyi
peiyi
sokyin
amanda
pamela
brenna
tammy
rowena
raffles voices
kwoks
ahguan
rjchorale
wenhao
ruth
huilin
nikki
avonne
gen
suet
mermaid
wenyi
deb
joelle
royce
08S06S!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

那颗星　比想像遥远　长大后的我们　慢慢忘了怎么爱
oh　看见自己有一点点无奈　也许你不在　也许放不开
so, please tell me why !

    "Standing above the street you open a window on its dusty hinge above a leaf-littered lower decking, and you expect some sort of cooling breeze, diffusing in to cool your face from the intenseness of it all. But it's as good as nothing had happened, you'd never opened the window at all, the air sits square before you like a relationship that refuses to move. That is, until you begin to listen to the sounds of the world coming in, touching your heart in its shell."

Coming back across the roads in the hometown neighborhood is nothing new, but the music touches my ears with a fervent prayer, and it puts a kink in the rolling road of thoughts. Her voice caresses my ears with the rising rush of each fresh phrase, i'm placed into a ludicrous abstraction that puts my steps into a dance-walk down the pavement under the dark of Singapore's night-time streetside foliage.

The announcement lights weren't working, so who knew when the carriage would come. But snapping out of it on the brisk walk and skip up the black tarmac hill to meet a bald man walking out, i can only think: this is something that i'd really like to find out, if it could work.

you're like a taser, hey. that works 'special hard on me.

14th
all of a sudden i feel ridiculously happy, hahahaha. sitting here laughing at the beauty of life while eating a muffin while my notes study yongfeng's notes, and everyone angsts about things like why their math doesn't add up, and other stuff that we would normally mock ourselves for spending the emotional energy angsting on. i believe in the little things again, haha.

10.42

now i'm composed. thank you grace for being a distraction from the issue at hand, i needed something inspersed or i'd start going nuts and never be able to go back to studying. so, thanks, haha.

1 o'clock or so

i really love deborah's to-do postits, hahhaha, they make me feel Formally organized, which is more than i can usually say. i tend to just figure out what i generally am trying to accomplish and how, then just make up the details as i go along and the situation becomes clearer.

writing here as the day grows out of it's ethereal dawn to something a little more substantial, it feels like doing something natural, making my plans for the (near) future more less whispy and more material, more real as well :) it feels like architecture to me, but nobody will be able to make that connection, right? x)

7.45 thereabouts

awesome metal cutter sitting there, what if i took my right hand off right now? what would life become? i'm tackling one thing at a time, i said, and CTs don't count, some other self-concept is handling that problem. me, about this issue, 'm screaming AHHHH

sometime i can't remember when

没什么特别
只是回忆

when the time comes around, the sunflowers in the corner
of the junction
down the path out of my house into
the world,
(which i only ever see darkened, covered in morning dew)
(instead of bathed in morning light, as is their birthright)
turn their heads and
plant their rich, ripe countenances on the concrete paving in homage to man's tragedy of life. they
shed their earthy vestiges that brighten our days with such
colorful flavor, how can i make it up to ya?
tell me, what a
humble mockery you've made of me. in the rainy pre-dawn i can only think of the same things. can't i ever think of anything but the old and new things.
?

6march