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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
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it's taking all i've got to stop from swearing. call it a resolution.
this whole thing is worse then i thought. come to think of it, why did i even ask you? you're not everyone. but you'll affect everyone, but things are just dandy cause there are other people messing things up as well huh?
i give up, i really do. i turn my eyes upon Him and ask, how many times? how many times more? i give up.. all we ever needed was to be senselessly happy. if i can't have the people, i'll make my tomb into the place that was to be everyone's home, and i can sit there and talk to my Father and just mope for eternity. i can, really.
people just don't work. why? we could have all that, but no. it's worse then 40 years in the wilderness rather then 4 weeks, you'll take eternity and leave me. there is no paradise without people who are paradise. it's about what you choose.
all of you, left me with nothing to choose. i'll just take what's left, which is really nothing. and i'll make something of it, if i have to live forever torn apart for what could have been. i'll make it into regret, until the 1000 years are up, or whenever.
until people can come with me, to that place. to that place. and senseless happiness.
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