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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
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zz.
in the middle of it, dancing with everyone, it's like, beauty. it's what completes the beauty of the place; the beauty of the people doing what they do. just yell and sing and stomp, and somehow we won, after four years of getting second and third we won. that wasn't what it was about of course, but it did contribute. it's just senseless happiness.
then things slow down, and we begin to accept that this is the end. studies begin, we're moving apart, we'll cease to exist. i just think most likely that's what's going to happen. none of the rest will get to read this anyway. but it just sucks. its the end. because whatever the situation was, the thoughts that came, the stupid things done, that moment there only mattered then, and after that it's just senseless happiniess.
i have other things to think about, personal things. i learn. it's complicated.. ahhaa.. but what i think i should say here now is that it just all sucks that its going away. and it is.
i'm too tired to think further. in the midst of it all, i just prayed hard for the memory to remember every thing, because i fear, so badly because of its probability, that such things will, can only come so seldom, when people manage to click by chance, because people for some reason cannot choose to click. then it just.. fades away, and it's not enough, and everything just sucks.
z. i'm going to stop. it's different from jc2006, it's worse in some ways, similiar is some ways. but somehow tension's come to my lips at the place and time. i don't want to post lyrics..
先说goodbye.
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