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lol, something funny happened today. we were talking during math about com games lah, and i was saying, nothing worth playing liaoz, haven't played anything in the longest time, cept CS2 and CS when go out lan-ing.. then straightaway got ppl try to convince me to play certain games liaoz... lol. Conquer online is one bunch of ppl.. but i say, downloaded before... but cannot install! after installation, the autopatch starts downloading... a 400mb patch. 0.0 like, okae... the setup was only like, 45mb?? lol... anyways. halfway through patching it always hangs, so i gave up.

then there was Diablo 2.. lol.. there's where the odd thing happened. me ah, always so full of crap... they talked abt diablo 2, straightaway think of the wierd things connected to diablo 2. lol. wen Jun. he actually plays diablo 2. lol... wen jun is like..king of muggers... well some wld say queen, but i wldn't go there. when you piss him off, which is actually quite hard to do, unless it's something real sensitive, he starts doing, erm, unusual stuff. hahaa.. yea.

anyways... the guys went like, WHAT? wen jun plays diablo 2?? then they all like, shifted camp over to his table and started asking him stuff... lol.. sorry~! hahaa... after tt, he was like, err friedemann, how did you know ah? lol.. actualy i'm not to sure either.. hahaaa.. >.<

hm.. on tt note, wen jun is losing muscle mass. hoho. only ppl like me, so free will notice this kind of things one.. lol~ it's seriously unfair, actually... genetics is sho unfair.. haaa... he just slacks around all day, and he's reasonably strong, used to be able to beat all but 2 of the judo kahs at arm wrestling, and can do a reasonable pace at 3km. lol. handkercheif guy.

hahaa.. another thing is, his voice will probably break soon. its inevitable really... lol.. he's not the kind like Zhao Feng or Jing Zhong, sec four already still have a shuper power soprano voice, tho the tone is seriously old-woman voice. quite. haa... and he doesn't really train his speaking voice when it comes to singing... sings stephanie sun songs and stuff... lol. whatever...

sometimes we really take stuff for granted lah... certain things, we're just blessed with it frmo birth, or in a certain environment, then it's like,, just ignore it, think it'll stay with us forever... well, maybe somethings will, but certain things.. you really have to work hard to stay where you are. don't even make me go to going higher up.

hahaa.. not toking abt me. me, already shuper last, bottom of the form... lol. seriously. if count the semester's average score for all subjects, i wld most certainly be the bottom of the level. the only subjects i can actually say i did okae in are english and literature... and those are like... haa... really, it's just based on common usage. as with all languages. and reading i guess...

soo... failed math, physics this term, in the least... hopefully not chinese. new resolution... gonna do chinese like mad for the rest of the year, pull up my grade... only fot 1.6GPA for chiense the previous term.. hope i do okae in the test next wednesday. hahaa... on that note, tt day is David's bdae as well. lol.

after tests for the entire of next week, as usual RI comes up with some dumb post-exam thing to bug us when we just want to collapse from all the... stuff. this time it's some career guidance thing... haa..

go all th way back to when i was a wee child.. hahaa... my mom said i wanted to be a garbage man. like. =.=""""""" okae..... that was in US. hahaa.. no inkling here, but she says tt tt time, see the garbage guy come and hook up the dumpster to the truck, pull a lever and dump al the rubbish in, then press a button to squish it in.. lol so cooL~ hahaaa.. facinated by the simplest of things.. or are they?

then came the breif period i wanted to sing. like.. hahaaa.. yea, another wierd aspiration. but seiously... it was something i was considering. but.. facing the facts, i'm not a music or even arts student. i regret that now. i had a chance to go back to sec 1 to make the choice again at this point, i wld have signed up for art. haaa.. why art? cause now.. after considering music, i'm more interested in architecture. music... singing, is really the one true thing i love to do... i try to do it professionally-like, too, haaa.. it's just my training. accuracy of pitch , expression and all the whatnot. but unlike a lot of ppl i know, including the execrable Toh, i pay more attention to expression... hahaa.. i believe that if the pitch is just in tune to a certain extent, then it's quite good enough, really.. cause tho trained ppl like us can tell thedifference, the general public really can't tell... and if you concentrate too much on tuning and such stuff, neglecting the expression and interpretation stuff, your music will seem very... stiff. forced. lacking emotion.. i believe that music should be an outlet for your emotions and feelings... it's not true that you're expression is confinde to what song you're singing. i can be doing a supposedly happy song with the choir, but sometimes(most times, really) i'm just irritated and pissed off at Toh, so expression changes completely to the opposite.

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haha.. it's 9.16 at this moment, i'm going out for some tennis... parents just came back, i actually booked the cuort from 9-10.. lol. i really suck at it, but it's such a cool game.. i just want someone to return my balls. haaa.. but my dad is mad, keep hitting so frikkin hard, always hit out one. but it't what i have, and unless someone else is willing to come regualrly to play with me, i'll try and learn what i can... lol.. how to play with mad tennis players. hahaa...

oh well. excuse me. be right back to continue at 10. hahaa... i take such the longest time just to finish one post when i'm blogging.. lol.

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well. i'm back. hahaa. gonna have to suggest to management to finda place for a half court or something. blehh.. hopeless... need some bball to boost ego, lol. blehh. who wil play with me... common tests coming. whatever... fine. week after next.

ah. nothing to say liaoz... gotta go finish up my chinese project thing. so tt at least i can say tt i've done something this weekend... lol... cause otherwise must go and read up for tests. i feek like i'm going to have to learn the past 3 months' work all over again, i can't remember anything, lol. 'cept maybe some bio stuff. math and physics... ugh. totally cannot remember all those formulas and crap. tt's what computer is made for =)

well... saturday will disappear real fast... soo.. better hop to it. buaiz..