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因你的声音 在我心 是最为动听。
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
when i see myself •
maybe it's childish, but i don't know how many times i've seen treasure planet. it's just a story that plays out so.. amazingly. it's a tale of how sometimes so much crap happens to us, and how somehow we get out of it and we tend to take it all for granted.. but when the crunch time comes somehow we'll be able to shine and make everyone who's ever cared about us proud, just like we're always trying to do. and it's about real concern, real emotion; just to avoid the word that has so many false implications. it's about someone there for you who believes in you and is there for you, with all their heart and soul, for no real reason - just because they do.
really, guys just give too much. when we care, it's the world to us, and there's no other situation where "always on my mind" becomes more true. but on the other hand, the most common subject of our concern is preoccupied with every other thing. not to say that it's not ok, but.. and even when supposedly the feeling is reciprocated. but somehow.. and don't say anything, cause i know it's dumb. if we know, i don't want to go there.
it's just that i'm tired. i'm working over-over-overtime, i'm so dumdumdumdumdum, everything just goes in so slow, i can barely keep up, don't even talk about making up for time lost. i can play games, because that what people like us do, but there just has to be an end to it. i really don't think i can keep anything like this up for two years. and then there are other things; if i tried to address it all, i'm fairly certain i'd just implode.
it's tempting to find an escape, to play an easier game to distract from this one. one that i'm not really interested in, but hey, means to an end and not an end in itself and all that. the point is, i don't really think i'd want to go there, but i have to say.. it is tempting. just to show you that hey, two can play the insensitivity-yourenotreallyallthat game. but that's dumdumdumdumdum, as usual, coming from this brain.
which is why i pray, please, enough games. let me see ().
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