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Friday, October 20, 2006
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i'm gonna push it back, because i'm really feeling physically lousy right now.
lol, i was just about to spam, but then started talking about the past. thinking about it, i really had a great childhood.. haha.. america really is quite a nice place when you're a kid without a care in the world.. the juice box culture, the natural greens of the suburbs, there were just so few people in the world, and everything was so perfect. i never really went to the city until we left monterey.. hahaaha.. and i don't remember anything of them really. but those were the days. too bad i didn't even realize i was living them when i was. and too bad that childhood is over.
anyway. yeah ppl, someone really took my breath away.. lol.. before yesterday night it was just pain, plus it was getting better. then suddenly this. it's like my lungs refuse to inflate enough, just can't breath. so many things planned for today, so many things to achieve. so many things planned for these days after exams, and all taken away because of this wretched lung problem. so many things in the past, so many things in the future, as always. so many things to long for, so many things to worry about.
so, everything was called of today, i'm gonna plan for tomorrow anyway. yup. been wanting to go and see the singapore biennale, but with all the projects and assignments, then exams.. just found out tomorrow is the 2nd last day they have those nifty badges, haha.. nice memento for the biennale, somehow this year it's such a big deal. i want! so, hopefully tomorrow the haze isn't too bad, but bad enough to deter too many people from going down and koping all the badges.. haha.. i'll just take it slow and hope i don't drop dead.
thankfull, kino is in the area, i can finally go and start picking up the belgariad. it'll be a source of money wastage for a while.. picking up the 13 books. lol.. the fantasy bug. it had better not last. hm, but somehow i seem to remember it striking before.. sometime.
also, part of then biennale is around tanglin, so i'm gonna waste a little time in that quiet little my cd shop and see if i can find some panpipe stuff, and some new bossa nova.. haha.
supposed to crash jiamin's flag day also, but no idea where that is and when, so it's pending. sunday morning geof is flying off.. now i'm beginnig to think it may not be such a good idea spending the night at changi alone. but then how to send off?! gah wdv.
then, the first yinC after eoys. no choir this week though, i wouldn't have been able to sing anyway. arnold and geof overseas till 30th, I HAD BETTER BE COMPLETELY WELL BY THEN you heard ah lung. or saw. or something. breathed.
yeah, i'm not in that mood. mood mood. it's all about moods, isn't it. moods and logic. how do they get along with each other, in the same body? compromises.. intertwining? blah. i know it wasn't gonna last, and it didn't, but sometimes i still wish. it had. anyway, looking ahead, i dunno what i want anymore. so, as jiahui keeps saying over the radiowaves in the night, maybe work will do it. time to quite being a useless crap.
don't wanna continue.. more crap will come out, now's not the time; physical torture not enough ah! gah this morning there was this really pro baritone on the radio, sang l'amore la musica or something. that song was beautiful man, started out sounding like song contemporary jazz, then became this awesome.. thing. it was just, awe. man, to sing like that. i gotta find that song XD kae off with me.
instead of posting lyrics, .
i really need to sing again.. come back to me, breath.
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