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Thursday, September 28, 2006
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i sometimes wonder about thinking. you know how metacognition is thinking about thinking? what if you thought about thinking about thinking? would that make you metametacognating or something? it's an endless list huhh. and then there'll probably be cheaters.. they'll just think about the word metacognition, wondering what it means, and then TADAH! they're actually thinking about thinking about thinking.
on the more serious note, i sometimes wonder about thse people around me.. somehow they're placed right there, but we're not like, in on each other's presence or something. something like that. people.. older and me by a little, seen more stuff, done more stuff, know more stuff.
i wonder if it's really because of the few more years they're had, they just have this little glow about them.. first i want to become a part of their lives, and don't know how, i want to learn from them but i'm not eligible, but i can be a distant corner that you sometimes recall. but that's probably the problem in the first place, isn't it. but.. somehow i just can't make myself do something about it. pushing onwards, thinking maybe we can talk when i'm a little older, and people will begin to take notice of the words of a boy whose grown some. but it's probably all a falacy.. i should be able to do all that now, and i can't so i won't necessarily be able to in the future. now isn't that right?
zz k. basically i wan't trying to think so much, just noted that.. there are people that i.. would love to have in my life in that kind of role. a mentor, a friend. a big bro or sis there. gah. nevermind. it's not about giving or recieving, but the presence.. that's what i.. thought. i think i still think so. yay metacognition.
ok, what i wanted to say didn't really come out. hm. till next time then.
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