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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
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hello! haah k it's been a really long time hasn't it. seems that way anyway. hm what's been happening? hm starting from the recent.. belgariad is coming into my possession gradually, hmhm. several things to think about, amusing diversions. what is, is there a specific purpose in life? lol.. and various others, of course, but that one just came to me. and reasons. and other things. ok.
yeah ok the lung. dumb thing keeps breaking just after it gets fixed, every time i go to the hospital for a final in-case checkup, tadah! actually it's deteriorated! and you're gonna have to waste more time in the hospital! and you're gonna have to waste the holidays doing nothing if you don't wanna die! and the rest of your life too! bloody lung. yeah, i'm pretty pissed about it. it's interrupting everything.
hm what else. yeah well, no essay today. i'm coming to understand how hard it can be to read essays on things that you feel are quite pointless and well, just about a person talking about himself. i just realized i don't have that much to say on what happened anyway. since the last post - geof flew, finished seeing the biennale, messed around, poked hole and sucked out air frmo bubble in lung, wasted time in hospital, wasting time at home not being able to to anything with a constantly failing internet, yeah. that's it.
a lot of things to think about suddenly, its' hard to dwell, sometimes i just find myself wandering off and doing stuff. it's like some subconsciousness is still trying to make me not think, lol. yeah, i'm reading too much belgariad. but it's thought-provoking, and that's what counts.
yeah.. somehow feeling lethargic too. room redesign.. suddenly it seems too much of a hassle and waste of money, with the lung thing. anyway, parents gonna wait till the other place is sold till doing some stuff, so might as well wait and do at the same time. lol. excuses.
for similiar reasons, kayaking and training is put off for some time. oh, submitted subject combination today.. praying hard i'll get it.. but i'm not placing my hopes too high.. H2math, H2physics, H2chem, KI, and H1 econs. and of course i'll be taking chinese H1.. zz. hm design is something i can spend my time doing, i guess.. and jap... well.. it's just, hard. -.- i sit down with the books and before i can begin already have a sian feeling. i need some motivation man. something more obvious and less future-thingy-like.
hm ok. going through that old list has given me new idea, haah. maybe it's time i sketched out full diagrams of those two designs i had.. should be interesting going into detail. not very much is laid down, actually, just the concepts. hm.
no more hardcore blogging. internet lets me online occasionally only, when the router and modem both decide to work at the same time. stupid ancient stuff. anyway, i just somehow never have that mood anymore. i get a lot of thoughts, but it's just.. both consciously and subconsciously, i just don't wanna say it anymore. i dunno. it just seems quite pointless. maybe it's good enough that i know. maybe.. in the future, when i'm some old man, haah. but chances are at that time even fewer ppl would be interested in the things the idle greek philosophers busied themselves with.
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