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Sunday, September 17, 2006
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today got me excited over juniors camp at the end of the year.. haha.. yeah, i find something special about st. johns too. really looking forward to those four to five days.. although geof and fiona will be flying off halfway through the camp, so i can't send them off.. sad case. ahh but the place will calm me down and i can always make a call. the advantages of modern technology.
as for the camp itself.. i think i'm going to be photographer, unless there's dire need for me to be something else.. i more than don't mind it this way, actually.. haha.. let me explain. firstly.. i'm really not such a good teacher. i know, you're going to say, well, that's why i should learn, you think i can do it, and i know i can too.. but i just find it hard to.. teach in such a formal way, and i really don't know the junior chapel that well to talk and discuss properly.
and frankly, it may be partially cause i want to not be so.. worried about doing something that i find hard. lol.. i know it's wrong to be this way, but.. if you can forgive me, truthfully, this junior's camp.. would be a sort of meditation for me.. to immerse myself in the Spirit, amongst His children.. calm myself and sort out my thoughts. and i'd rather be able to help out in all aspects, to learn a bit of everything.. music and publicity, whoever else needs me, i'm ready to work =) lesson planning? hahaah.. i just find it hard to speak with authority i dare not claim.
hm.. k. back to the real world for a second, chin yang kindly reminded me about two essays i have to write by tomorrow, which i thought weren't due till dunno when?! chinese prelim coming loh lol. i've got several ideas for shirt designs.. gotta get down to actually drawing them.. yep. oh, gotta get hold of the mini songbook for the camp and make i know the chords for all the songs.. i'll be a good understudy =)
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