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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
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it's probably not healthy to talk abt such things, but.. there are two things i've noticed tonight.
the first would be after i talked with geof. as rational as i want to seem, my way of thinking isn't really thinking at all. i have feelings, that are supported by certain arguments, and i hold my stand until i feel i cannot defend what i feel anymore. hm.
the second would be as i sat here and considered the things in my life now. looking back.. and then looking at the present, i've realized.. well, it's just how it seems to me, i don't know. it would appear that i've this penchant for getting people's hopes up, in whatever aspect.. then letting them down.
why am i such a disappointment to everyone..
including myself?
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