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Monday, December 26, 2005
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as the year comes to an end, things start to get serious as i relize how dead i'm going to be in school next year. but even as i somehow manage to ignore those thoughts that are supposed to spell doom for my future, others occupy me.. i wonder. hm. have i gone insane.
came back from japan, spent too much money buying stuff, missed the carolling =( bah. now i've got to wait till next year. great. why can't people go out and sing random songs at random places throughout the year. huhh.
japan really is a great place, but sorta in a different way from singapore. of course there are some things in common, like a society that more or less mindlessly follows the every direction of the government, a beautiful country aesthetic-wise, and a colourful school culture, though no doubt in a different way from singapore's. i really haven't been there for very long, so i can't say too much, but at least i can say i've been there. yes, i know i'm a lucky bugger X] can't begin to count the number of places i've been since i was young. so kick me.
but japan is special to me in a different way than singapore, and wernigerode, and monterey, CA. monterey is more really a novelty, to say the least, cause memories of the US, however many, aren't specifically of monterey only, and actually i only stayed there for about 3 years. the other times were mostly spent wandering the west coast.. wernigerode, it's also, but in a different way also.. it's like a sub-rural, peaceful small town in the middle of europe that never really has too much going on, just a few town events every year, and a bustling international city of many races and completely modern technology pretty near by. kind of like the peaceful kind of place that would be nice to retire to, if one could afford it. but if i do, you'd probably catch me running off to the city pretty often.. haha.. but look at me. thinking about these stuff already.
singapore.. it's real home. almost everyone i actually know are here, for now.. i love the way how the air is clean, at least compared to other cities, and the people are pretty nice. i know that's putting it too simly, at least to me, because i could write a whole thesis on the mind of the Singaporean, but that would probably just be more generalization. but this is home, where i grew up, as far as i know now. that's why singapore will always be a very special place to me. something that no other can replace, no matter where i go and what i see. it's because of the people here.
japan.. everyone is always saying how well-mannered the japanese are, but i think, that's only because it's their tradition, not so much because that's what they want to be. but some of the people, they're able to forget about that fact, or simply not know it yet, and go on happily. knowledge hurts a lot sometimes, i should know that if anything else. but what i'm saying is, it's more because they're very orderly. everything has a sequence, a pre-ordained way of doing it. maybe i'm going too far with the generalization already, but that's the kind of impression the place gives me. and i think it's a good culture, in a way. the orderly part, at least. maybe it's cause of this culture that everyone else feels that they're very polite. i'm just saying, but i think japan is just one more very misunderstood society, like america. it would be nice to live there, to know the people, but i don't think i could survive it for too long X] more visits, then.
but all these complicated things aside.. i think i'm learning more about.. things going around and inside me. not biologically, pam. =/ i think i'll just let things run their course.. i think everything will be okae. haha. been thinking too much about those stuff. i think i can let it go now. thanks, jamie.
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