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Friday, November 11, 2005
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hullo.past coupla weeks have been pretty.. interesting. as in, it's been da hols, and there's been loads of stuff going on, but not until every night i'm dead beat and can't lift a finger to a keyboard or something. not like i had nth to write either. but dunno why just didn't post some nonsense. haha. wtv.. shall blah again tmr, what i reeeeally wanted to talk about tonite seems a bit.. heavy for a first post after so long. huhh. but anyway, besides that, i dunno what's going to happen on the last day of junior's camp.. i'm supposed to go for an acapella camp buy a bunch of really famous dudes(for which i actually haven't paid up yet, hurhur).. budden it starts at 8.30 in da morn.. and we're due back at 11+.. so i really dunno how. actually i signed up for this quite some time ago, but then like.. forgot abt it. haah. sorry lah. short term memory loss means i forget stuff very quickly. doesn't mean that i remember them again once the period of time becomes "long". aiyahh. dun care. wanna spend sum quality time wif mah foreva family, but then i oso want to develop my voice.. and the stuff they're covering is really sum stuff tt i've been interested in learning.. hmmm.. haiz. see how lah. but right now just seems tt it's God's will that i go for juniors camp, so off i go! =) haha.. just means i'm escaping making a decision.. yeah yeah.. i know making no decision is also making a decision, and all that blah. had enuff of those spastic quote from my own batchmates already. yeesh. who would believe it. but dun care lah. kah lah. dis is getting quite what also. anyways.. on da last nite of da camp, geof and me had some sec ones and twos together around us having dinner after the nitewalk(where we made up ghost stories about the school on the spot, plus gave them some classics. they ate it all up, lol..), so we were basically all chatting and stuff lah.. den ryan(was it ryan?) suddenly asked me if i was a christian. den i was like, yeah, i am. den everyone started talking about religion. so i was like, okae, that was random. and they continued. den sumone else asked geof, and he said he was christian too. but he didn't like to go to church, just read bible at home. so i was like, riiight.. but of course never say out lah. dun be so bad to buddy.. hurhur.. budden some of them had tt kind of response anyway. but in de end just moved on lah. and so because of tt they were like saying, what makes u a christian and stuff. so i was like, thinking, huhh, got some christians here huhh. like, more than i knew. so anyway, dey started talking about catholics and stuff, den i dowan to keep quite already lah. i dunno why i said what i did.. but i just did. and even now i don't know whether what i did was right or wrong. huhh. i was like, suddenly said, dun talk about catholics and all this kiinda things liaoz lah, dey want to call themselves catholics what can you say?(cause a few of them kept saying tt catholics are actually not christians. like, okae lah, u know, i know, good lorh.) and it's like, when i tok, dey all will keep quiet a bit one lah. so it's like. okae. diaoz. now quiet. i dunno lah, cause it's like, whenever talk about these kinda stuff amonst friends, it always brings up a bad atmosphere. there's just this tension regarding religion, and yes, i do think that it's caused by all these racist etc stuff t has happened recently. just not the way you would supposed, and how the PAP and the press think it's causing it. that's what i wanted to talk about, but.. tomorrow. yepyepyep. before choir. so i was just like, dun talk abt this liaoz lah. den quiet. den wen jun started dancing around and talking about stuff and giving out random wierd food items, so we just like, anything lorh, continue eating, talking random stuff. huhh. maybe that's one good thing bah. when you can be know as both a joker and sumone who knows how to have fun, and also as a serious thoughtful guy, people will actually listen to you, plus most of da people will be willing to listen to you. so ho hum. okae. anyways. sleep liaoz. tmr wake up and run finish must start doing math+physics+chemistry revision i think.. never touch dis hols. lol, hardly ever touch any end-of-year hols, but i think this year must lah.. cause this year's grade will pull me down a lot. got GPA 2.31, which is like, suck. ugh. how to get average 2.8 for sec 3 and sec 4. must get ah.. den can take KI. must.. take.. KI.. yawnz.. today never run liaoz.. after war games yesterday back aching dis morn liaoz.. lol.. where got war games must carry stuff and run around one? kaoz.. at least i still managed to survive the whole game, plus frag loads.. hurhur.. kae lah. nitey.. sleep tite. prayin for u. hui qi. 10:44 pm |