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 | Friday, July 01, 2005  •blehh.. today was another of those bad-choir-days.. had to get out of classes like, exactly half way through school. go to some primary school to perform, as a "practice", according to toh.. before we go on the trip.. well so we screwed up. but it's a group co-ord thing, not anyone's fault in particular.. then he goes and blows up and talks philosophy and morals and life goals to us backstage. i could have blown his head up, at one point. pure stupidity and rashness. you're nt even one of us, what makes you think that you are in a position to say that we don't care for one another, that we are individualistic?
 
 bai tian we men shi students. wan shang wo men shi brother.
 
 haiz.. dunno what to do about choir now. school choir, that is.. feel really pissed of at toh, but i love those guys.. besides, after the trip, it's my turn to take charge, carry the burden of responsibility.. my batch's turn. don't feel so good just going like that.. choir's taught me a lot of stuff.. it's just life experience. i've learnt stuff about music and singing, sure, but it goes way deeper.. i wanna, and it's kinda my duty to give these back to the future batches, to try to give them the spirit.. not for choir, but for singing. cause toh has associated choir with himself, and you don't want to hear what i have to say about that.
 
 after today's crap from toh, thought about quiting again.. but pathetic as i am, there's nowhere for me to go if i quit.. haha.. kae, so it's just tt, at sec 3 2nd semester we're supposed to take charge of the CCA.. nt likely that i can just join and take charge liddat.. so it's quite difficult. almost impossible. but ppl have done it.. lol.. surprisingly many. oh well.
 
 my flight is around midnight on tuesday, and i'll be landing 2.50pm on the following week wednesday.. lol.. my chinese teacher signed me up for some singing competition thing on that week, to take place  of the yearly chinese oral examination.. i'm greatful, cause i'll screw up oral if i took it; singing is so much easier, even if it is in front of a bunch of people.. problem is, dunno what song i'm gonna do, how to get the pure track without anyone singing on it.. i could take a while to find some software to take the voice out of a regular mp3, but there's no way i'll have the time.. the competition is 3.30pm on the day i return =.=""she said it's okae if i'm a little late, cause there will be other people.. whatever lorh.. dunno how lah..
 
 aah.. no time for anything. i think i'm gonna have to  go back to school for a while on tuesday anyway.. not for lessons, but to settle some other business.. ugh.. see how lah..
 
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