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Saturday, April 30, 2005
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brr.
i need brain maintenance.
copied all the chinese text onto 作文纸 this morning... yeesh. i'm so slow. took me three hours to copy out a couple thousand characters... lol. anyways... headache. oww. erms... had lunch, bento, yumm. erms.. yea. then here i am. haa..
slacking too much nowadays... not only in studies either.. haiz. feeling so bad. both ways. lol..
wellll... tests next week.. hope after em sch will be more... relaxed. so can pon some days.. lol. haiz.. so many stuff put aside to do sch. but already put aside so much sch stuff to do other stuff... lol.. it's a vicious cycle. whatever...
"向来以为你一直都很安全... 哪知就在那么一瞬间失去了你..
你把我单独留在这世上, 城市似乎沉默在永恒冬天中。在那浅灰色的环境中, 整个世界好像失去了她的温暖, 她的爱心... 她是不是像你一样, 抛弃了我呢..?
我知道你已去到一个更好的地方, 可是我还是浅浅地埋怨着... 为什么你不把困难告诉我, 为什么把心事都藏起来.. 不是说好, 无论遇到什么困境, 都一人一半... 为什么你愿自己受苦, 最后一声不响地, 撑不住了, 就那样倒了...
或许是我的错.. 没多陪伴你, 注意你... 或许.. 我其实没有我们想像的那么珍惜你... 或许如果你没有和我在一起, 如果我们从来没有遇见, 你还会在这世上...
但是说来说去, 在这时候才想这些, 已经太迟了... 我在繁华都市的生命中绕着圈圈, 想找回你给我的那让我感到生命变得实在太完美了, 那样只有知道一个人爱你, 而你也爱她可给的感觉。是, 我是自私, 但在这种情况下, 我真的不再知道怎么做了... 我找到了我唯一的爱, 而她却在一瞬间被神带走了...
我无法再思索了, 无法再操作.. 我想,在这时刻, 我唯一可做的是为耶稣过着我剩下的时光, 做我必须的,祈祷他会让我早一点回到你、他的身边..
在天国, 我只希望你能给我你的祝福... 真的很希望不必在这世上一只受苦.. 我知道神一直会在我身旁, 但人终需要他人陪伴着.. 无论是朋友还是另一个她, 我知道我们终会有一天会在天堂结合的。
就等着我吧。在耶稣的身旁, 我们能度过着永远..."
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