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Saturday, July 16, 2005
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hellow, just got back from dinner and preps for church anniversary performance thingy.. again.. haha.. but it's fun. but one thing i learnt next time better bring some homework to do.. kaoz, so much hw, tmr must still stay back after church? haiz.. dunno how to finish everything. haiz.. i will never learn, you know? i'll know i'm doing something stupid, probably, but i'll do it anyways, cause there's the small chance that it'll work out, somehow, ya know? ughhh.. so stupid, i am. but it never works out. i'm going to end up a sad, lonely, looney old man who lives in the wilderness. lol.. yea well, open house was crap.. they totaly did nothing at all, just screwed around on the tablet PC ms. chiang lent us for the open house booth.. then i came and rescused everyone with the cd player, except nobdy had the latest CD of our songs.. i only brought the one from two years ago that totally sounds like crap, now after 3 years of training voice and ears.. canot tahan our singing from two years ago.. yee.. at least the sops sounded better then than they do now, lol, cause then gengrui and me still there, and zhao feng and jing zhong voices were better.. now more time, more hormones, so their voices nt tt good for soprano liaoz.. haha.. gengrui and me duneed to say, we dropped liaoz.. those two still up there.. yea.. so they player that thing lorh.. then i one o clock zhao to go sbbc.. haha.. got there 1.45, then like, everywhere closed and locked, so i stone on the steps there with me shuffle and dunno msg danne how many times, she nv reply.. wt lorh.. so sianz.. then later i go down again then sis. alice open da doorr.. haha.. dunno what's happening lah. then later around 2.30 amanda came lorh, then blah blah blah, yeps, everyone came, test run, no props yet. doody do. liuz, my hair cut liaoz wenhao and prefects still say it's still to long.. kaoz bei, must waste another ten bucks cutting?? no thx.. go detention better, at least can do homework there.. haiz, i come back from overseas, everything that i left behind lan diao, and everything i bring there also almost lan diao.. then no cash liaoz.. needs to buy some stuffz.. haha.. see how.. still jobless, doody do. haiz, i'm too lazy to keep checking classified ads every day, all the ads always for post-o level peoples.. parents are getting indescribable... cannot tahan.. tonite dad suggest i move out, so whoopie do, i am allowed to advert. who got place to lend me crash until i finds a jobs, then cans pays you whatever i get.. haha.. jsut needs sleeping place and place to dumb bag sometimes, cause don't want to carry stuff everywhere all the time.. i don't have a lot of stuff, he claims everything i have belongs to him.. lol.. "all your base is belonging to us".. yea.. but i have plenty of stuff which's origin has nothing to do with these two horrid people who bore me into this world and brought me up so as to torture me mentally and emotionally.. and occasionally physically.. okae lah, just some stuff lah, nt plenty, lol, dowan to scare you all. just a bit lah. lol, getting smaller and smaller. whatever.. the biggest thing would probably be my box of choral scores.. just small A4 box.. okae, why m i toking so much ccrap.. just, if it's not too hard, yea thx.. lol.. think abt it, probably won't find a place easy, cause dowan to bother choir buddie's parents.. don't really know any of their parents much.. yepps.. still praying.. i'm still alive, there's stuff to be done, so i don't plan on dying too soon, it's true, but still.. it's all in God's hands, so it can't go wrong. ohh, leaving on a jet plane, Chantal Kreviazuk. heard you gals doing it, no idea why, but i used to love this song, cause it's what i'll be singing in my heart so often, once i'm free of school and got income.. 9:44 pm |