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Sunday, July 24, 2005
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A lot of random thots todae..
you know, when you just stand from a disatnce, and look at a big map of the world, then you see the places you've bee to: South Korea, san frans, aussie, nz, wernigerode, amsterdam.. it's just. woww. the world is a big place.
i think the skit today was cool, lol. everyone was pretty okae and relaxed lah, i think tt's important. if you have confidence, somehow you'll make it thorugh, you know?
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of the world.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the potential that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
adapted from A Return to Love by Marianne Williamson, more well known to be a quote of coach carter.. yea.. in a way that's what i feel. the possibilities are endless; it's our fear that corners us. ladeeda.
it's nice to sit and listen to you singing, you know? just singing alone. or playing the guiter and singing, or the piano. haiz, so talented, you people. cannot tahan. all i can do is sing.
but it's cool to listen to you singing, taking breaths in between, and just singing. just singing.
everyone seems to have some image to hold onto. something they believe in, or appreciate, and they don't mind being characterised as. feel so.. OOC. but i have no character. what am i..? yang ming? so nt.. haha.. maybe it was funny at that time, but the joke wears old you know? i didn't even know the guy before last year, and poff.. i dunno what to think, how to say it so it doesn't insult people. ugh. maybe i'm thinking about that too much; not insulting people. making a good image for myself. that's why i don't say much, cause i'm afrad that i'll get carried away. which it's proven, i do. then i shut up, and get all moody and something cause of some little thing that happens. it's proven. in RV.
who am i.
dotz... inde end dotty wore black shirt then pasted white paper dots all over wif.. tape? lol.. so dotz.. haha.. funny. ahem. right.
after it all.. it just seems so natural. things only turn out to be fine if i end up having to be alone. alone. then everyone's happy, and everythig falls into place perfetly. even from my point of view. the perfect conclusion always seems to mean i'm alone. whyy? i don't want to be alone all the time. well, i'm not really, but..
ugh. squished nito a dimentional singularity. that's how it feels like sometimes. being so tiny, seemingly alone in the vast portals of space that whilst everything around me spinns and whirls and glows, i'm just squished there.
but i don't want to draw the light away from people as i draw closer to it.
blaahhhh. wt- am i talking about. whatever..
actually i put it up a while ago liaoz. More Than Words. another song from old school. dunno what i'm supposed to do now. i think i dropped japanese in ti's tracks for a while to try guitar again, and i actually got further than i did before. then everything starts to stagnate again. ugh.
singularity. singularity in everything.
suX0rz.
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